I don't have anything right now
but a face embedded in my mind.
A total illusion
frozen back in time.
I don't know anything
except for your smile
Wandering alone now,
looking for that familiar face.
I don't fear anything
but the loneliness closing in on me
the fog so overwhelming
I can no longer see.
I don't feel anymore
your touch is numb to me
pushed me so hard
wore away all feeling.
I don't want anyone
I wish to be alone,
lifeless and empty
everything I had to offer is gone.
Everyone who ever loved me
feels doing so is wrong.
Crying until my tears are dry,
what is left of me,
a cold hollow heart.
There is nothing left
because you've ripped me apart.
So much pain in my eyes
as I stare into a reflection
that I can barely recognize.
So afraid to look away
that no one will be sitting there
I feel so gone
so empty inside.
Every bodies asking
because they know theres something wrong.
I can't begin to explain it.
My happiness has been gone so long.
All there is, is darkness
pain and sacrifice.
Lonely hearts intertwined,
but you ended up just taking mine.
You didn't understand me,
I can't remember if you ever tried.
Your effort is still dead to me
because your gone...
you were gone since the day,
you walked into my life.
I feel so much pain
that no one understands,
they'll never understand...
I wish they'd understand...
