I miss you

As I stand here I think back on us
I tell myself I will stay strong for the both of us
It my not be right to move on
So I wont not just yet
So as I stand here I lay roses on your grave
I say I will be strong
But I can’t, I stand there with black makeup running down my face
I say I’m sorry for not being there
I say I would give anything to have you back
Who will I confess all my secrets to?
Who will I talk to till the sun comes up?
Alls I want is too spend one more day with you
Wrapped up in your arms

Dedicated to Neill