Watching Me Fall

You’re my angel sent from hell
An eye for an eye
You’ve come into my life
You’re cramping my style
I don’t know what to do
You, I can’t push away
Nor can I embrace you

The path has stopped here
I can’t go forward and I can’t go back
What’s holding me back, is the love that I lack

I want to let you in
I want you to close the door
I’m afraid of what will happen
I’m afraid I mean nothing to you any more

I’m loosing patience with myself
I can’t comprehend what’s running through my head
I can’t see the Forest from the trees
I can’t help but be mislead

You tell me you love me
But you treat me all the same
You say you love me
But you drive me insane

I want to let you in
I want you to close the door
I’m afraid of what will happen
I’m afraid I mean nothing to you any more

You drag me down
You hold me under
You make me drown
But I still want to love you

I’ve tried to let you in before
Just to let you see
Just to show you the door
And what you do to me
How you lift me up
And how you watch me fall

Why don’t you ever listen?
Does it mater any more?
You tear me asunder
And you watch me fall
You watch me fall

©Ben.S 2005-05-17