I cant hide who i am ( part two )

Pain in my broken heart
the secret nobody knows
the love that i lost
that left my heart dead and cold

The scars on my wrist
the reasons why
what happened on the day
that i almost died

blood on the razor and
dripping down my arms
I'm so sorry but,
i just cant stop anymore

my open wounds
burned even more
my dreams lost in depression
I'm loosing this war

my friends see my arm
and ask me how come
i look at them and say
" I'm sorry for what I've done"

none of them understand
and they just don't care
they don't believe me anymore
this pain i cant bare

I'm scared to tell my friends
that it will happen by noon
I'm scared to tell my Friends
that I'll Be leaving them soon

they cant trust me
and i cant hurt them anymore
I'm so sorry everyone
but suicide won the war

* thanx for reading...*