The feeling i have inside

The feeling i have inside
is some thing i can't explain.
it's hard going through all this drama.
i feel so bad, so lonely
it's like having a night mare,
but reality is that all this is true.
i feel hurt because
i can't be with the man i love,
i can't be with my family.
but i stay strong,
not for me, but for 3 little kids
that mean a lot to me,
they are my brothers.
if i give up they are not going to have someone to look up to.
deep inside i feel like dying, crying, going crazy,
but i just have to stay strong.
i have dreams of becoming
someone in life.
and by staying strong
i will make it,
i believe in my self,
i believe that things like this are not going to put me down.
it's just the feeling i have inside.