As I sit and stare
Thinking does he really care
Why doesn't he believe me
But he doesn't even see that
I love him ... Whats wrong with that?
But he's hating me...What's up with that?
He sometimes makes me cry
I feel like I want to die
Take my own life, so he believes me
To see if he really feels for me.
I don't feel loved, I don't feel cared,
I actually feel kind of scared.
Scared to die...
Scared to love...
Scared to care...
I'd rather take my own life...Why? For what?
So that he could believe me that I didn't do what people said I did!
To believe me that I do love him
To believe me that I wanna spend the rest of my life with him.
But he doesn't believe me, he doesn't care, he doesn't even love me, Or thats what I think!
Sometimes I wanna jump out and scream I LOVE YOU!
But instead he puts me down.
I think he doesn't love me, but he says "he does"
And like a stup@d-@ss I believe him!
But I'm so confused I don't know what to do.
I'd rather take my own life, then to be suffering like this forever.
But I love him,
And there's nothing left to do,
but suffer the consequences,
And prove that I am true.
~~This poem was inspired by one person that I really like and could say I love~~
