Confused

Why should I carry on
In a life like this

When others have already gone
People I really miss

I dont know what to do
I’m feeling so confused

These feelings arent exactly new
But Im not anymore amused

My Nan is gone
My sister too

My heart feels as if its torn
In two

My family my friends
Don’t notice don’t care

But whilst my heart mends
Theres nothing to share