Locked in a room full of darkness i lay
Wishing i wouldn't live to see another day
Sometimes i think that i should pray
That all of this would end someday
I feel broken, going insane
Wanting to put myself through a lot of pain
I grab a knife without using my brain
I know that i have plenty of blood to rain
I like to think that no-one would care
If i killed myself and went down there
But deep inside i know a lot of people do
But you are the only one that keeps me from going through
Everyone thinks they know how i feel
But only a few do, and that is for real
I'm glad you are my best friend amber and i want to thank you
Thanks for everything, i wouldn't be here without you.
* you help me through everything and you make everything better for me. I am so glad that you are here, because if you weren't i know i would have done some stupid things in the past. because of you, i didn't. You really do help me a lot Amber. I love you to death.
