It was hard the first time I said goodbye
It was hard the first time I fell down and cried
I saw many things as a child, somethings I can't see anymore
I saw ghost and goblins terrible sites, that would open my bedroom door
I can't begin to say the most terrible things I ever saw or ever said
but when the light would fade, it seemed the darkness would ever end
So I fell into the darkness of never ending doom
Just to wake up again in my cold dark room
I walk around everyday thinking everything is alright
When really all I do is don't sleep and cry all night
I sometimes wonder why I'm still on this terrible earth
And many times wonder why my parents wanted my birth
I give everyone fake smiles and unjust laughs
All of my mistakes have token me down terrible paths
Although there is that person I live for everyday
not one person in general, not one person I can say
So when you want to leave this earth just remember this
Not everyone is perfect and not everyone is selfish
