Sometimes things should not be said
Yet words are hanging on my lips
Wanting to share the changes in my life
Seeking your cherished input
The wrong thing to do I feel that would be
Both with obstacles to face
Each alone shall we find the truth
Discover the answers we seek
Once again I felt deeply about someone
Not a day passes without a thought of her
How I would like to start all over again
I felt like I could completely trust her
One thing I must confess
The greatest of my fears
Did she really care?
Or was it all just make believe?
That is where my troubles lay
The more I trust the more I fight
Horrified at the possibility of loosing it
Suffocated by my insecurity
Striving to over come that flaw
For no one but myself
Trying to gain back who I was
From the past that haunts me so
Choices I must make
Trying my best to full fill
Letting go of my care for her
And hope the future might bring us together again
If these changes bring her back
An added bonus to my success
I will not soon forget the things we shared
For the short time together has saved her a space in my heart
* this is a new style for me so forgive me if it sucks lol
