I told myself I'd never let go
I promised you I would never leave
I really do love you don't forget
It's not you that I regret
Promises broken
Love lost to the wind
I just can't go through it again
We fought to stay together
It's not working, can't you see
Staying together, it just can't be
I want you to hold me
Kiss my sweet lips
Tell me you love me
And really mean it
I was going to wait
And stay true all along
But somehow the strong feelings
Are almost gone
Don't blame yourself
It's not your fault
I just have to let go
There isn't always gold at the
Of every rainbow
I can't keep crying
Wishing you were here
The day you will come back
Is so far away
And I can't help but think
That you'll never again care
Please don't bet mad
Or start to hate me
At least it's not you
Who gave up
Or is there something I don't see
I truly do love you
But the waiting and wanting
Is slowly tearing me apart
And I can't
Keep doing this to my heart
Please understand,
I want you in my life
But my love for you is
Causing to much strife
And as I grow up
We both will change
A year from now
We won't be the same
Do you see my point now
I'm trying not to cry
I need you to understand
Why I'm saying goodbye
*not my best poem but its one of the first few I wrote .... this poem is dedicated to Jimmy T. I know we were gonna wait till I was 18 but you know it won't work
