Another sleepless night,
Without you by my side.
Another lonely world,
With nowhere to hide.
Another confusing day,
With the pain again so strong.
Another night of cutting,
And wishing to be gone.
Another day of anger,
With a fist full of rage.
Another day of hate,
Using my arm as a page.
Another day of all this shit,
But yet again I don't care.
Another time I know the truth,
You don't want to be there.
Another time you pretend,
And again I cry.
What's the big deal!
Why can't I die!
I hate God sometimes,
For not letting me go.
Again... and again,
I let the blood flow.
Sometimes I love God too,
He makes some days okay.
But what's the difference.
I'd rather make myself pay...
