So my two favorite lines:
this is the final time i fall
and
i don't want to need the knife

Awesome! I really like that first one b/c it's so meaningful, it's like the definition of defeat, but Laura, you're not defeated; it's not the end so don't give up
I like the other b/c it's such a good thing, I'm being hypocritical right now but people shouldn't have to rely on 'things' to get them through, and I'm glad you want to stop
Ok well keep your head, and I'm here if you want to talk