Obsession

Alayah was a simple girl
simple hopes
and dreams
until one day
he glanced at her
nothing was as it used to be
she walked around the hallways
smiling happy as can be
wishing they could be together
for all eternity
she found out his name
from one of her friends,you know
she liked him alot you could tell
for his name all over her arm
was a sign to show
she would follow him around the school
hiding so he wouldnt see her
stare at him hard
and he wouldnt notice her
she began to get mad
and frustrated,you see
she bagan to not pay attention to anyone
not evin me
shed sit all alone
in the notebook made for him
writing her first name with his last
so she tried to win
she would try to talk to him
but wouldnt have a chance to show
her feelings she kept inside for so long
he would never know
until one day she got the courage
to tell it to his face
so she went to his house
and she followed him home
and her heart began to race
than she saw him
but who was she?
holding his hand
laughing
saying to herself\\\"that should have been me\\\"
than her everything fell apart
there was nothing in her world
she sat silent in the darkness
erasing every single page
every thing that was inside her
quickly turned to rage
she ripped up picture after picture
that reminded her of him
than she saw the knife
but she knew murder was a sin
\\\\\\\"oh well i have nothing to lose\\\\\\\"she said in her head
hell be all mine
if he finds out shes dead
so she found out her address and planned out the night
this b**** shouldnt have messed with my heart
but soon shell be out of my sight
as she crept out of her window
and snuck into hers
hid into her closet
and herd her last words
she was talking to him
on the phone that night
\\\\\\\"i love you with all my heart and i mean that dear and true if i were to lose you i wouldnt know what to do goodnite and good bye ill see you tomorrow\\\\\\\"
as she sat in her closet in deep rage and sorrow
she stood up and opend the door
walked over to her bed and slit her throat
dropped the knife than watched her grope
gasping and gulping for the lastbreth of air
than she just sat there bloody in bed
in a deep stare
2 days later she saw him and went up to him
and said these words
you dont know me but i know you
and we should be together i think so do you too?
he said no im sorry the one i loved is dead
and i have a bad feeloing about you in my head
she stood there in deep pain
and regret for what she did
she wrote in the empty notebook
her last passage of all
she carved his name in a bullet
and took a great fall
and in the notebook this is what it said
\\\\\\\"i carved your name in a bullet so you will know you are the last thing that went through my head\\\\\\\"
people were stunned
for you see
this was not a type of expression
this my friends was a definate.............. obsession