This is almost over

She marked the spots on her arms
tonight was her last time for self harm
tonight she was going to die
she was sick of living her life a lie
with red pen she made the lines
she wouldn't change her mind
rite down the center of her wrist
its not anyones fault I'm doing this
I am just really confused
my mind is being abused
i don't think ill make it threw
so ill end it myself
I'm alone and helpless
threatening and ending my own world
I'm an unhealthy girl
whose hopeless and scared
in this world of nightmares
spending my whole day crying
and slowly painfully dying
sick of all his lying
wondering what will happen next I'm trying to be finding
so this is the last day ill take a breath
from holding in all these lies i wouldn't confess
my life is suck a mess
this death i wish to bless
so i hope everyone can see beneath my dead open eyes
the last thing i have to say
is i love you all and Good-bye.