Here i am all alone.
My dad is here but getting stoned.
I lost my friends i lost my hope.
todays the day I'll use the rope.
I've had these scars for way to long
I'm sick of hearing this same song
the one that tells of my life
The one that involves the knife.
I'll never get the love i long.
This is why I'll never belong.
My mom is dead.
She's never coming home
I guess i was destined to travel alone.
At 12 years of age there she dies
Inside of me my heart it cries.
i cant even remember her it is like a dream.
The price I've payed isn't redeemed.
As I'm standing here ready to jump
I think of my life..me the worthless
lump..
I take a breath steady the chair.
here i go life wasn't fair...
