This Game You Play

That’s what I fear the most
Is that you don’t really love me
That all you want is sex
Why do you have to play me like this?

I thought I was different
Different from the others
Different to you
But I’m exactly the same

I’m just another victim
All you want is one thing
And that one thing is mine
And I’m not giving it to you

I want to wait
You yell, you scream
You make me promise
I wish this was all a dream

Every night I cry
Cry my self to sleep
All because of you
The feelings are so deep

You said you would stop asking
You said you wouldn’t pressure me
You didn’t do either of those
And now I sit here and suffer

I’m not ready
I can’t do this
You’re not stopping
You can’t respect me

I don’t want to give it away
I’m way too young
This isn’t right
How can you do this to me?

I thought you loved me
Loved me all this time
But it turns out you don’t
You never did, you never will

I won’t go through with this
I’m going to respect my self
Just because you don’t respect me
Doesn’t mean I can’t respect me

Yeah I might cry
You might get mad
I’ll get over it
Even if you don’t

You know it’s your entire fault
None of it was mine
You might say it was all me
But we both know the truth

Just because they gave it to you
Doesn’t mean I will
I really am different
And that you hate

If you don’t like me
And that I won’t give it to you
Then go find Faith or the others
Or find someone else that will give it to you

I’m not going to be your victim
Of this foolish game you play
I’m not like the others
I won and you lost

You think taking a girl’s virginity is all a game
That it means nothing at all
But it means the world to the girl
Even if it doesn’t to you

It’s going to be over with us
If you don’t stop
I can’t stand this
I can’t stand you

Now I’m leaving
Never to see you again
I hope you suffer
Just like I did