Her Silent suicide

by kaitlyn   May 21, 2005


******it’s long but please please read it it would mean so much to me**********

this is about a girl
who lives her life in fear
she goes home every day crying silent tears
straight to her room and straight to her knife

she lets out all her silent tears
She lets the eyeliner run all over her beautiful face
She lets the blood fall
While each and everyday with every word that’s said the knife the stops her pain brings her closer to her silent suicide

Now hers the whole story of her silent suicide

Today was like any other day or so it seemed but little did she no to day was the day of her silent suicide

She woke up ready for another day of misery

She walked alone to school like every other day
Thinking of the pain that was sure to come her way again today

She got to school and went to her first class
Where everyone just stared
Like she knew they would

As the day went on
More and more words were said
And her silent tears began to fall

By lunch time her eyeliner had covered her beautiful face
She went to sit where she sat when she was sad and would just watch everyone having fun

But she soon realized today was different
There was no one around
No one to be seen

Then a boy appeared one she hadn't seen before
He said \\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"their waiting\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"
She didn't what he meant
So she followed him

He went on to the field
Where everyone was
He said \\\\\\\\\\\\\\\"come to the middle\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\" so she did

And with out warning or any reason

She was punched in the stomach
Kicked in the face
And pushed to the ground

She just lay their and everyone slowly left

When everyone had gone she got to her feet
And started running home
With silent tear running down her face
And her mouth was filling with blood

When she got home she knew exactly what to do

She went and got some paper to write her family a note:

I love you mum and dad
Brothers and sister to

The kids at school are just to mean
And this pain I can’t live through
Every night come home with silent tears in my eyes I run to my room and go straight to my knife if you don't believe me then just look at my arms

But no matter what it’s to late to save me now for tonight my knifes helped me with my silent suicide
So goodbye forever and remember I love you
And it not your faults it’s because of the stuck up kids at school

I love you all tell my friends I love them to and please never forget why I died

She went and put the note on the table and back to her room she went

She grabbed the knife and sliced up her arms and then she slit her throat

A few hours later she was found soaked in her own blood lying on her bed

she hadn't screamed hadn't made a sound
and that was her

Silent suicide

****pleas vote/comment it would mean so much to me****

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  • 19 years ago

    by kaitlyn

    hey katie.its ash under your thingy,aww this story is so sad.it brings tears to my eyes!! god damn girl..I hope I die like that because isn't that how life is for all of us?

  • 19 years ago

    by Brittany

    it was very powerful but it could use some help like everyones peices. i give kudos cuz it was good