My life is perfect
but i feel so alone
I'm walking next to the street
and up to my home
i walk through the door
and into my room
"I Love my life!" i thought
but i guess i thought too soon
in my room was my mother crying and
holding my favorite teddy bear
my father beside her, tears in his eyes
and sitting in my study chair
my brother's face was read and puffy
from crying was my guess
his knuckles were popping out from his fist
he had punched the wall from the stress
i just stood and stared at them,
wondering what had gone wrong
had the dog died or had we been burgled
why are they weak when their usually strong?
i just couldn't take it any longer
i walked to wards my mum
i wanted to hug her and say it was alright
and i wanted to ask them where the pain was coming from
but when i reached out to wards my brother
a tear was running down from his eyes
my hand went right through him
and i jumped back in surprise
my mouth opened in shock
i began to examine my hand
then i examined my brother
and i passed through him again
i was so confused
what was happening?
why had i gone through my brother?
is this some kind of sick practical joke thing?
i ran out of the house
and i ran to the park
there i saw my boyfriend with a new girl
and my heart fell apart
why was everything in my life
going oh so wrong?
what happened to make my family cry
and to make my boyfriend move on?
i ran to wards my boyfriend
to confront him and to cry
he looked so happy
but i could see the sadness in his eyes
i reached out to grab his hand
but i went past through him
then the answer to my question hit me
and i realized why my life was so dim
you ended our relationship
by saying lets be friends
but i couldn't take it any longer
so i grabbed the knife and my life was at an end
I'm sorry for putting my family in grief
but i loved you the most
so i killed myself for not being with you
and now I'm roaming the world as a ghost
