Why?

Why does everything always have to end
if thats the case, why should they begin?
you take the ride, and fall off in time
your heart is broken, and you have lost your mind.
your not yourself anymore and you have lost all control
you have spent so much time working for something you will never hold
you fall to your knees and feel the pain
of losing all you want, then you go insane
you do not know what to fight for anymore you barely even care
nothing matters anymore, cause now theres nothing there
no goal at the finish, no reward when it ends
now you are going in a circle a circle that will break yet again
you sit in the dark, and cry till you sleep
look back at the memories that you wont be able to keep
Im tired of this pain, im tired of the regret
Im tired of working with all my strength and at the end theres nothing I get.