What I Feel

I've worked my way from the end
To make myself smile for real
And to forget the broken memories
That will never mend

My wrists have stayed safe
My blood has not flown
And my tears have dried
But this strength is not my own

I'm not scared if the lies...
But the truth
That has made me realize...
I still have the desire to do
What my razor will do

I do not scream inside anymore
But i still keep to myself...
The thoughts of bleeding on the bathroom floor

My parents love me Yes i know
My friends are always there
But they cant feel what i feel
When my wrists feel bare

Maybe I'm crazy...
But i need to feel the insanity
To scream again
Bleed again
To fall a sleep
And hide away...
From this sick reality