Secret sin...

I wake up in the morning
Get up out of bed
Turn on the shower
And let the soft warm water hit my head
I thought about last night
We fought around
You hit me
Then I couldn't make a sound
All you did was walk away
You didn't even look back
I started to cry
It's love you lack
I ponder about school
Remembering the looks I get
It hurts me inside
All the pain I met
It tears me from the inside out
I gain more hate
My heart's turning cold
I figure, why wait?
When I get done washing my hair
I turn around and see me razor
Then i slowly pick it up
And ask my self, "Shall I or.....?"
I bite my lip
Place it on my skin
Here in this shower
I commit my secret sin
The drops of blood
Flow with the water
My pain lessens
The room grows hotter
As I stood there shaking
I started to weep
Just like every night
I cry myself to sleep
Wishing I had one person
Just one true friend
To always be with me
To help my heart mend
But to bad for me
I had not one individual
So right here, right now
I freel my soul
More and more I bleed
Knowing noone cares
Not anyone
With my pain to share
Down I fall
Dead I lay
The water hitting me
In every way
Soon the water turns cold
But keeps washing my blood away
Going down the drain
Heading the right way
Heading to a place
Where I can be happy
Where people would notice
And love me
It's just to sad
I had to leave this way
Always known as the girl
Who was washed away.

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