Why am I so afraid to be with you,
somedays the feelings are totally there,
as other days I'm not sure what I'm doing,
for once i just wish everything felt right,
and that i didn't have to force myself to,
know what was going on..!
Cant it just be all easy to feel something
and not so hard to make these decisions
that could change your life forever,
I mean who wants to live there lives
not knowing if your even going to be happy
with the person you wanted to be with...