My Virginity

Two years ago, I let my infatuations overflow
With all my high morals behind, I let that night take over my mind
Little did I know, I would be reaping exactly what I sow

Time had come and gone, and to the Lord's love I was drawn
He lifted up my soul, and let his blessings overflow
Learning about renewed virginity, made me feel that I will make it through eternity
No longer feeling any regret, I felt as if my heart was set

One day you came along, and right then I knew it couldn't be wrong
You shared the same morals as me, and I thought that we would always be
Your heart was never cold, instead you let it all unfold
As time went on, I knew you just couldn't do me wrong
Though we were still friends at the time, we never looked it as a crime
No matter when, where, or why, you were always there if I had to cry
Your love is all I ever needed, and to be your girl is all I ever pleaded
You said you were over my past, and that it all had happened too darn fast
You said that I have changed, and that in God I have started a brand new page

Then one day you came to me, and told me why we could not be
You said that renewed virginity would not do, and I had a chance, but it is through
You said you want to love your future wife, and not think about something that causes you strife
You said a virgin is what you want, you couldn't have said it any more blunt
My heart felt as if it were torn, and all of the pieces were scattered on the floor
I didn't understand why you thought my virginity was through, but soon I would see, you were oh so very true

In a dilemma we are caught, but don't be sad, it was all my fault
If it wasn't for my stupid mistake, we wouldn't be in this horrible fate
If I could go back in time and erase this one mistake, this reality would all just be fake
Even though we are still friends, I still wait for that day when we will make our mends
Each day I wake up thinking maybe one day, you will tell me you were wrong to have acted that way
I know that would take a miracle, because sometimes this world can't always be cheerable
But if for some reason you ever change your mind, just know that I will never be hard to find