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by LostHopesCrimsonTears May 21, 2005 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
Don't look at me I'm ashamed as it is i don't need your comments please don't blame me for this all i did was follow my heart even though i knew it all was wrong from the start i didn't know what else to do i couldn't just abandon her and neither would you at least not if you loved her as i do or were as scared to live without her as i am i did what i had to and i guess i should have known but i love her so dearly how could i have know? i thought that she loved me more than anything in this world she said shed do anything that shed always be my girl how was i to know she didn't mean a word she said that my heart would be cut open and left there till it bleed i never would have though that she could do something like this never though that she would hurt me like this all i knew is she needed my help and shes my baby so of course i had to help so please don't look at me i know i was a fool yall told me this would happen that our love wasn't so cool so please just leave me I'm already ashamed please don't make feel worse i know that I'm to blame so please just leave me just go away i cant take this pain i know that I'm to blame Copyright ©2005 Amanda Hope Indelicato