Another Day

Another weekend
In my room locked away
Crying all the tears
From a week of pretending to be okay

Another weekend
Spent by myself
Writing suicidal poems
And hiding them on my shelf

Another weekend
Filled with yells and screams
Drugs and Alcohol
Broken hearts and Lost dreams

Another weekend
Of being alone
Praying for Monday
To leave this broken home

Another school day
Pretending to hate it there
Being the rebel without a cause
Making people think I don't care

Another school day
Full of smiling friends
All of them clueless
Of my life on the weekends

Another school day
Hiding all of my pain
Caring what people say
Not letting them think I'm insane

Another school day
Filled with homework and fun
Watching seconds go by
Hoping school is never done

Another weekend
In my room locked away
Crying all the tears
From a week of pretending to be okay