Who am i?

All i really wanna know is who i am
And just one person who gives a damn
One person to take the time
To read my poems and ingest my rhymes

To understand the emotions that are flowing
Inside my soul hatred is slowly growing
Giving me fuel to fight off my demon
Just my mother, an evil woman

She infected my whole life with lies
Controlling me with everything i despise
Now i just sit and think of who i want to be
A loser who means nothing or someone worthy

I just wish i knew where i belong
I've tried to keep it together and be headstrong
This is my mercy, this is my cry
Just tell me this: Who am I?