To my baby

Babe , theres blood all around me , cant you see?
and these scars on my body, are a constant reminder of what you done to me.
the times that i thought you didn't really care
and all the times you made me cry , because you were never really here.

this pain you see on the outside , is nothing compared to whats within
the pain thats in my heart, and underneath my skin
i would of gone through hell for you babe , walked the hottest fires
when we first met,you were so sweet .. but now..your the worst lier

you said you loved me , and funny i believed you
but why didn't it seem familiar, that it wasn't true?
why did it have to be you to hurt me, why i just do not understand?
when you knew i fell hard for you, i was in the palm of your hands

you made me believe , that what you felt was real
but if it was , why do i wait for my broken heart to heal
night after night , i sit and think about you
then i start to cut, because i do not want to live , not without ma boo

the blood starts dripping and i already feel sick
and all i can hear is the clock going tick tick tick
I'm slowly fading,lying on the floor
you promised you would be here , but you walked out the door

i really thought you loved me
this time i thought it was true,
but why am i lying here lifeless...without you