Failure..

Inside me is a girl
as terrified as can be
who always trys her best
she is the angel of harmony

at night she wonders
whatever did she do wrong
why does he make her eyes weep
why doesn't she belong?

she wishes that she would always be in his heart
but instead he loves someone else
and said we are better off a part

Life doesn't seem to matter
she has this crazy thought stuck in her head
he does not love me
ill be better off dead.

she weeps and weeps, tears fall from her face
He was her every hope and dream
but some other girl took her place

now she slits and cuts, with the sharpest ever knife
watching the blood from her body drip
nothing seems right without him
her heart was just ripped

laying on the floor as helpless as can be
thinking over and over
why doesn't he love me?

while she lays there waiting to die
she thinks about her past and present
and all of the little lies

why was she abused, and hit over and over again
and abandoned by her family and friends
why was she left bruised, swollen and sore
she still keeps thinking while she lays there in pain
dying slowly on the floor

no-one ever seemed to care about me
and i wish my life would end
my dreams are shattered and broken
i seem to be my only friend

my life is no longer worth living
and i cant wait to die
i live in pain and fear
she says with her final sobs and sighs

its finally over for me , the time has finally come
Ive run out of lonely tears to cry
its time to let go, no more hearing your such a failure, and god girl your so dumb
this is my final goodbye.