Finally Peace

Lying motionless on the cold floor
I quickly get up and lock my bedroom door

i fall to my knees
looking down at theses newly formed bruises
to god i pray kill me now please

now i start to cry
wonder would he care if i die?

I Slowly Crawl To My Bed
Wishing To Be Dead

Silently i cry at the ceiling i stare
this life is just too much to bare

Quickly im searching for my rusty knife
hoping now to end my life
all the pain will end tonight

you caused me this pain,
the main reason for all this strain
have fun trying to get out this bloody stain

I Put The Knife To My Throat
in The Distance I Hear Your Drunken Shouts

Sitting Here Alone in the dark
wondering why my life even had to start

You Never Had A Good Day
And I Was The Only One To Pay,

In This Life I Just Cant Stay
Just Hoping This Pain Will Go Away

with this knife i find peace
all of my pain i can release

I Close My Eyes
I've Given into these weaken Cries