Hey Dad

4-11-04

Hey Dad,
I hope that you’re happy with what I’ve become
I know that you don’t care to know but I have to tell anyways....
I take out my anger at the ones that I love the most
I feel so lonely
I don’t trust anyone, not even myself
I can’t do anything right because I have such a low-self-confidence
This is all your fault
I am not strong enough to deal with what you put me through
I’m weak and I can’t take all this sadness anymore
Why don’t you care?
Why’d you all of a sudden lose interest in me?
What did I do wrong?
What have I done to make you not love me?
I used to be the happy all the time
I was daddy’s little girl
Now I’m always depressed
And it’s starting to show
I have a heart-ache that I can not bare any longer
I feel as if I’m going to die because it hurts so bad
But you wouldn’t care to know
Would you even care if I died?
If I died would you cry?
Would it take up so much of your time you to care?
Are you proud of what you’ve done to me?