Shout Out To My Friend

I write this for my retarded friend ;),who keeps me going,and keeps my blood and rhymes flowing,thanks so much!!!!!!!!!

Me a total try hard gangster,
I'm a no bull guy,
Then you said you aren't,
A bull girl,
Since then you've been there,
It means alot,
I just don't know why,
Even when I felt faint,
And my head was beginning to whirl,
And I was starting to stare,
Into the black blot,
And I thought I'd die,
You became my saint,
Just so I could feel good,
And not even care,
You never asked why,
Never laid a complaint,
Showed me I could,
Even though everyday,
I came back with a new tear,
You helped me fly,
The tears could not taint,
Even though I was in the mud,
And then when I forgot,
To make you a shoutout,
I really did plain forget,
Did something from a dot,
Because I told myself I would,
Without a doubt,
I knew I could,
Because you helped make it so,
So as the sun has already set,
I write this,
This is my shout,
For the reason I keep the flow,
In all goodness,
To my ever retarded friend,
Respect,
Bigger than you can comprehend,
Keep rolling the dice,
Because I felt bad,
From the ever present home-slice.