No One Gets Me

I feel the tears of pain
Forming behind my eyes
No one understands me
Or gets it when I cry

People try to sympathize
Saying that they're always there
They say they'll never leave me
They try to act like they care

I see right through the fakeness
I see through all the hugs
Really, inside they're thinking,
"She must be using drugs"

From the scars made from razors
To the wounds made from knives
They don't understand any of it
How it's taking over my life

The kids at school think I'm crazy
I would if I were them too
Sometimes I think they're scared of me
Like they're afraid of what I do

But I don't really blame them
I'm afraid of it too
But yet, I still do it
I don't know what else to do

It's not like I can stop
I'll do it until I die
I just smile and look on the bright side
When I'm dead I'll no longer cry

Rachel Crombie--5//22//05