Hole in my head

There's a void in my heart,
and a hole in my head,
Mind full of pretty lies once said,
Before truths tore my life apart.

Eyes full to the brim of tears,
They steadily flow down my cheek,
Too torn up inside to try and speak,
Wholly consumed by doubts and fears.

Heart full to burst with sorrow,
It's come to hurt to feel,
It's a struggle to deal,
And i just got to make it to tomorrow.

Body full of poisonous drink,
Gulp, bitter, sweet,
Heals wounds too sore to treat,
Swallow it down so i won't think.

Knife in fist,
Cures me for a little while,
sacrifice my wrists so i can smile,
Cut cause i know i wouldnt be missed.

There's a void in my heart,
And a hole in my head,
Mind full of lies once said,
Before truths tore my life apart.