Murder in Vain

I want to steal those words of hate and shove them down your throat
And as the lights go out at night, I'll let the hatred soak
Breaking fists and shoving jaws into ragged faces
Top heavy under all the blood, nothing but empty spaces
Breathe your last breath in, and maybe one more out
Try to scream as I clench your throat, just try to shout
Squirm within my tight grip and beg for me to free you
Tell me in your darkest hour, "I believe you, I believe you!"
And as tears flee my hated face, I'll wish you well
With an afterlife in heaven, as I bleed my way through hell
I tried to tell you everything, I tried to make you know
And in that hour of blatant murder, God, I loved you so

Anger took hold of me when you said "You Fail"
I hated you with every fiber, with every breath's exhale
I couldn't let you beat my confidence and run away
I had to make your blood run thin, watch your insides fray
But as I saw a faithless death begin to flood your veins
Life faded away from me, and reality took the reigns
I took the chain from around your neck and squeezed
I felt my veins pulsate as I lost feeling from my knees
This is what I'd done to you, the devil right inside
This is how I killed you, this is the gruesome way you died
I hung it from the ceiling, and made a noose with beads
Stuck my head inside and fell, this was the end of me
I stared at you on the bed, lifeless and alone
"I'm coming love, I'm coming. I've come to lead you home ... "