Cannot fight it

Choking on my tears and thinking of what you said,
sobbing on my pillows whilst I'm laying on my bed,
You said you didn't love me and never ever had,
then you turned to me, saying I'm like my dad,

What made you turn so cold, shutting us all out,
always raise your voice, often scream and shout,
My heart just feels so empty, might as well be dead,
I can never forgive you for what you have just said,

My feelings are not good at all, I'm thinking of the end,
my feelings are not clear, my heart cannot even mend,
I am wishing for a friend to come and take me tonight,
show me something better and point me to the light,

I desperately need someone to talk to very, very soon,
I feel I'm tipping over the edge, please fly me to the moon,
I am so alone and this pain I cannot seem to fight,
please just give me a hug and say I'll be alright.

Copyright 2005 - Amanda Linzi

This poem is rushed cos so many thoughts are buzzing
around in my head at the moment. Please comment - I am so
grateful for your comments.