It's hard to deal with everything that's going on
I feel like I'm playing a deadly game where i am the pawn
I just want all the confusion to end
and my broken heart to mend
I have recently been through so much
that it would hurt much less to take a punch
I get so overwhelmed sometimes that all I can do is cry
it gets so bad that I just want to die
I'll sit there and make slits in my wrist
the urge to stop is easy to resist
I know that in doing this I will still live to see tomorrow
and that it doesn't really help my sorrow
so with all this pain I must live with day to day
makes my life full of dismay
hopefully things will get better fast
so that all this pain and suffering can be put in the past
