Help me Through

I'm nowhere near perfect,
I make my share of mistakes.
I've been shot down with hurtful words,
that turn into heartaches.

I have faith you're watching over,
aware of the going-ons.
Life has happy moments,
but it also has its cons.

Why did my cousins have to die
before they were even born?
Why does my aunt have to be the one
who makes the family torn?

Why did Dandy have to go?
So young, why did Feathers die?
I pray daily to know the answers,
but still get no reply.

I don't want to doubt your will;
You have reasons for the things you do.
So never mind the answers,
please, just help me to stay true.

Jesus, can you hear me?
I know you're looking down.
I'm trying to be still
and take in every sound.

I know tough times are coming up,
please help me make it through.
I can't depend upon answers,
so instead, I'm depending on you.