I remember when everything was perfect and so great
I had so much love and nothing to hate
I had found my true love
He made me feel so great and as calm as a dove
But things started to get bad
I started to lose everything I had
This is when I had to pull out the knife
It was the only way to settle all the strife in my f u c k e d up life
The day soon came when I wanted to end it all
I couldn't believe I was going to take such a fall
I would have never expected this to happen on this day
But it happened in the month of may
I won’t ever forget this dreadful day
It was so beautiful, for it was the month of may
But I should have known nothing beautiful ever lasts
I felt like ending my life then and there, ever so fast
It was suppose to be wonderful today
For it was my fourteenth birthday
Nobody cared though
No happiness, excitement, or fun would show
Not surprisingly, everybody forgot
Even my true love forgot, this made it hurt a lot
A regular day passed by
They wondered what was wrong with me, I said nothing but that was a lie
I thought maybe for once they actually would care
I’m just a waste of space for them, but soon I’ll spare
For soon they won’t ever have to worry about me
Cuz I’ll be gone, gone where I’m meant to be
Later that night I write a short note
The crimson tears fell as I wrote
Why did this have to happen to someone like me?
I guess what she said was true, I was never meant to be
This is probably better for me anyway
They’ll forget about me soon, cuz I’ll have gone away
They can visit me at my grave
Maybe if someone looked, SAW, or cared they could have saved
