Bye-bye

If you go, I go.
That is how we said our relationship would be.
Well one night I seen you walking with another girl and I could tell you were drunk because you were walking funny.
You walked by me without a word.
I looked at you and tears started running down.
I did not know she was drunk too.
Well you got in that car and I watched you drive away with her.
Then at midnight the cops knocked on my door.
My mom answered it.
She called me to the door for some disturbing news.
I walked out to the door slow.
The cops looked at me and said that you asked that they give me a message.
The message said:Baby no matter what happens to me, I will be here waiting for you. I know you seen with her, but the shame a felt when I saw you with tears coming down put me in silent. I am sorry this is how it ended, but there is one thing I know I love you with all my heart and will never let you go.
The whole time I was thinking I love you so much and I always said to myself that if you ended anywhere it would end me too.
The cops said you were in bad condition and were at the hospital, but not dead yet so I should go to the hospital and see you before you would die.
I put on my shoes and my mom drove me to the hospital.
I sat in your room at the hospital hoping you would wake up.
I waited for hours.
Then you looked up and said I love you.
I could not help, but cry.
I looked at you and said, Even when you walked away with that girl I am still in love with you.
He finally died while holding my hand at 5 that morning was his end.
I remembered what I said to myself and wrote something down before I killed myself: I love him no matter what happened and told myself that I could live without him. So I killed myself so I don't wait a life to see his smiling face again.