Sad being Lonely

I don't want to go on I don't want to hold on this feeling of emptiness wont go away. I think of all those other people who have it worst then me and realize it okay to be unhappy. Life will get better some point in time. And thats why I cry. I feel bad for people who feel like this all the time. Then I met you, because of you I am still alive today. You make me not want to cry.You make me not want to cut so deep this time and I didn't want people to wonder why. I didn't meant to make people cry. I just wanted to die. Its sad when you are lonely and don't have very many friends. Wouldn't you want to end your life? Or runaway so no one would know you? Commit suicide so no one could see you?