Still not over him...

Yesterdays disaster
but tomorrows big mistake
you left me in your background
my hopeless heart to break

The tears I cried were useless
only made me miss you worse
Forgetting your's impossible
I'm stuck under your curse

But the days we spent together
and the many things we shared
remind me of the good times
and that JUST MAYBE at once you cared

But times are getting harder
and you don't want to get involved
you may have walked out of my life
but nothing has been solved

You still control my mind
and you will for quite a while
I'm blinded by your constant act
and obsess over your smile

but knowing what you've done to me
and all the pain you brought
is a constant strong reminder
of these scars from wars we've fought

But I need to let you go
And slowly put my weapons away
Because I'm finally getting over you
not tomorrow, not sometime, TODAY

So I'm sorry I'm no longer a game piece
you can play with and move around
you had me in your clutches
but I've finally reached solid ground