How can I write how I feel?
When there's so much to say
I wish it wasn't real
But forever the memories will stay
It happened 2 years ago today
When you left me here all alone,
I know that day is far away
But you took me far away from my home.
You raped me
Beat me
Shattered everything I had.
You made me lose friends
My boyfriend
Boy, what made you so mad?
I did nothing to you
But say a simple hello
Then you decided to hit on me
And wouldn't leave me alone.
I told you I had a boyfriend
And constantly told you to stop
I told you I rather be friends
But then you took off my top.
I screamed so loud
And everyone thought it was a joke
Then you covered my mouth so no one would hear
And I started to choke.
When you were done with your little game
You just got up and simply walked away.
I was stuck alone to cry
I didn't know what to do.
I cried for weeks and months
Not a day went by
When it didn't enter my mind
And now I've grown to hate you
To hate everyone around
I have no friends
No boyfriend
My life & body has hit the ground,
With a puddle of blood all around.
