My life©

I can't believe I'm doing this
I'm back to my old ways
I'm sitting here cutting my wrist
I feel completely dead

I cut open my wrist without a care
I sit here and jot you a letter
I sit and tell my constant fear
I can't stand living anymore

I should have kept quiet
but now its all my fault

I turned him into the police
and Tara told my mom
while mark held me
while I sat there and cried

Now I'm probably gonna get shit
and my whole life's down the tubes
I want to leave my lonely life
for I have nothing to live for

I want to be able to kiss goodbye
and leave Nathan here
I know you love me
but I cant go on

I feel like such a total failure
while I take this out on him
its not even his fault
and yet I sit here and yell

I'm sorry but I can't continue to live
I sit here and take it out on everyone
this is a life to live
just remember I'm sorry

* I know this sucks but I'm just think bout my poem my weekend if you read it you'll get this one*