I had a dream last night,
It seemed so real.
You were with me once again.
It was as if you had never left.
But, I had to awaken.
Your spirit was gone.
Why did you leave me?
Did you honestly believe that I could make it on my own?
What you assumed and what is to be the truth are further than heaven and hell.
Lying in my bed,
My tears staining it quick.
Thinking hard about what I could do to make your assumption the truth.
If only it were this easy,
I wish I was strong enough to make it through this life on my own.
You had to leave me so soon.
You should have never left that night in such a rush,
I still might have my reason for living.
I might have a reason to no longer cause myself this pain.
The past is too far away to wish for it to be reality again.