The way i feel now

Am going back to who i was,
To who i really am,
If that involves drugs and knives,
Then thats the way i am

I've changed already once for u,
And held onto a hope,
But now i see hopes for fools,
I must of been the king

I've loved you with all my heart
And u still believe their lies

I did everything i could of done
Apart from take my life,
I'd take that to if I'd thought it'd help,
If it'd give me another chance

I didn't want to know the answer,
But i knew i had to know,
I already knew you didn't want me,
You only had to say

I knew u didn't want me
As soon as you said " LETS BREAK"
I felt as though i wasn't wanted
By the person who has my heart.