What did i do?

Stomach in knots. Heart beating faster. I don’t know what it is I’m really after. It can’t be love or it must be true. You are the first and only I have cared for too. With the roses so red and the kisses so sweet. What have I done to make you weep? I loved you once and I’ve loved you again, but regret still stands between me and the end. I don’t know if I really know but the truth I have lost will never be told. I care for you so and want you more, that I wish and pray for hope to be in store. I love you so everyday, that my life can’t go on being this way. I want you to know that I really care and hope you the best everywhere!