Why is god laughing at me??

You say god loves me
that he loves me and you
and nothing will change that
no matter what we do

you say that he just wants us happy
that being with you isn't a sin
but i feel like cause i was with you and happy
his torture is for what I'm in

i knew that this would happen
that you were just too good to be true
and i think that deep down inside
you knew it would happen too

so tell me, if god loves me so much
even more than you said you loved me
then why does it feel like now that I'm miserable again
that hes up there laughing up me?

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