Still in love with you

Why are you doing this to me
your hurting me so bad
I'm so lost again
now that i don't have your hand

my heart is empty
only you can fix it
my mind is going crazy
now that your not in it

i call to hear your voice
hoping you'll say i love you
but instead you make me feel
like it was never even true

I'm always holding back tears
i feel so fake when i smile
because deep down inside I'm crying
hoping you'll come back in a while

you act like we were a lie
like you love to see me suffer
like your more of a man
like it makes you seem tougher

you know what I'm thinking
you broke my heart and your the only one who knows
how i feel and how it goes

no matter how bad you hurt me
no matter how bad you do
deep down inside
you know I'm still in love with you