These Tears

These Tears are not because
of the pain you put me through

These tears are not because
of the things you made me do

These tears are not because
of every lie you told me

These Tears are not because
You haven't made me happy

These tears are not because
of the awful things you said

These tears are not because
of the games you played with my head

For once I will tell you the truth
And admit to you I'm wrong
And tell you what you deserve to know
that I've kept from you so long

These tears are for you
And everything I've done

These tears are for the times
I didn't let you have fun

These Tears are for when
I never trusted you

These tears are for "us"
and what I put you through

These tears are for the times
I didn't show you love

These tears are for when
kisses turned to shoves

These tears are for when I
wasn't there when you needed me

These tears are for
Making you want to leave

These tears are for all
the mistakes i ever made

These tears are for
That day i should have stayed

Now that you know
these tears aren't because of you
And that they are for
What I put you through

And how i let you go
One of the best people in the world
Why did i do this?
I'm such a stupid girl